I hope you'll bear with me as I get through this difficult post. It has been on my mind for months, and it's hard to know what details are important to include, and what can be left out. There is so much that has been going through my mind, and many details that I want to make sure I don't forget with time. I'm sure this post will be quite long. After the bad news about my dad and the scare with the baby , I was ready for life to calm down. I was ready to start having more energy, and to enjoy the rest of my summer. Life had other plans for me. Thursday was the day I was finally able to get off bed rest. I had missed my birthday and we had postponed my family birthday dinner which was to have taken place the previous Sunday. It was okay because my brother, who had been in North Dakota for 5 months was returning, so by moving the dinner back one week, we would be able to have a Welcome Home dinner for him, along with my birthday dinner, and everyo...